Lately, I’ve been challenged with where my heart is placed and the intentionality behind it. I have found its very easy to lose your footing when we allow our feelings to override the truth. However, the more we lean to truth and our firm foundation that never lacks or falls, stability and flow begins. The heart starts to pump some more even when it experiences some hits here and there. I realize in this place it is how you proceed after the fact that really determines how much you say you love in spite of.
This is something that I am daily reminding myself of to be sure that I am moving in the right motive concerning people and my actions that follow suit.
If they somehow begin to not line up then that means there was a breach that occurred in the midst of it that caused there to be some kind of misinterpretation. But I also am realizing on the other end that I cannot allow the heart I do have to be lost when faced with certain situations. It is very easy to get caught up in maybe if I had done something one way it would of turned out differently. The options in the direction of the scenario are never ending.
I have found that it is important that in the weighing out of options you have to keep holding on to the truth above all else. It is imperative. I also realized that the cut sometimes is needed. It is a revealing moment of what comes up when faced with challenges that needs to exit permanently. Whether it be offense, disappointment or that nasty attitude that tries to resurface based off of old habits. At some point we can either choose to keep housing these things that are not of Gods character or countenance at all or we just let it stay and dwell from the inside out.
I’ve learned in my short time of living thus far that when I choose to go against the grain of my flesh things essentially always turn out to move in a progressive upward movement where fast growth is inevitable. Now fast growth definitely has its moments of un comfortability but I am seeing more and more how essential it is to keep myself standing in these moments. No matter the rise and fall of the waves I have to keep myself anchored so that I can withstand the many stretches and leans that come with the growing process.
No one told me It would be easy but in my daily walk I am seeing that it is all necessary for the workings of everything coming together for your good.
So continue to withstand my friends! It will get better from here, just have to keep holding on with much joy and patience as it works itself out right before your eyes.
Forever in Faith. Forever in Motion.
Faith Joy Mondesire